Scared to hold
but afraid to leave
scared to touch
but willing to hug
Scared to cry
happy to rejoice
Scared to get hurt
but willing to be loved
Afraid to feel the pain
but willing to heal
Love the rain
but scared to get wet
Happy to say Hi
but afraid to say Bye.
Sometimes it happens that you meet ppl by coincidence n they become integral part of ur life.Some 1 year back i met u when even i was not aware where our friendship would head to, it was simple n pure friendship where we started interactng wht each other n i still remeber there was a time i was very formal wth u n u used to say Sonali i like d other side of u which is open , frank n sligtly notorious side of u .From tht day onwards i started being myself wth u .You started to become my best friend wht whom i was just me , wht whom i could share anythng .It won'nt b over d top if i say it tht before meeting u i was quiet an introvert or darpook (as u say it d streaks of which r still thr ) n hardly did i interact wht any boy tht often or wht tht ease bt u changed my focal pt. all together .
I must confess tht i had a crush on u ( :P no exxageration here )when we started to chat n all n all d fault is urs u portrayed urself to b such a decent fellow rather a safe guy ( which i now know how safe u r :P) .But seriously speaking till tht pt. of time i had nt met any 1 who was tht SOFT ;) he he . We had d same naugtiness level ( or rather i would say i am a bit above u in tht matter if u explored me u would nod ;) ).
I still rember d day we chated till 12 am discussing Vampires n i was laughing all d time non stop wht 1 hand on my stomach to control d shrieks tht would wake every 1.
I like d way u call me Idiot, Duffer , Nalayak , Ullu n wht else yes Shona also . You r one of d precious assets tht i cherish . I really really really love d way u write tht's d one of d fore most thngs tht attracted me to be your friend .The way u express ur feelings is mind blowing , u simply take ur heart out n pen it down , ur d best writers tht i have come across ( no need to say thnks ).I simply love ur wirtting buddy .
I knw u thnk tht i am stupid sometimes bt i like being stupid infront of u (altough i am smart otherwise ) coz i love d way u give me so many synonyms after seeing my stupidity.But i thnk ur stupidity is no less :P .You think u r a smart boy B-) aka mona darling types tht sometimes makes me laugh bt yes u r a good boy ( :P).
I simply treasure our friendship hope it remains like ths for d times to come.
Bye,
Take care ,
n keep smilling
Sonali.
